depression and night shift is a terrible terrible combination.
my social studies teacher once told us “human beings are the most selfish of all. even when someone dies, you shed tears only because they are no more around to provide you with whatever they had been for so long”
and it has been 3 years since she said this and this is still what i think about at night
"Additional collaborators include calligrapher Gong Fagen 巩法根, the film and video artist Yang Fudong 杨福东, cinematographer Zhao Xiaoshi 趙曉詩, and poet Wang Ping 王屏, from whom Julien commissioned “Small Boats,” a poem that is recited in Ten Thousand Waves.”
As a college student you’re either struggling academically, financially, or emotionally. Or all three.